February 2012
31 posts
It’s 7:19 where have you been I thought you said you’d be home at 7 that was nearly 20 minutes ago you have a cold you can’t be galavanting around town all night you have things to do you know did you do your homework is your room clean good now do the dishes and vacuum the stairs and wipe the mirrors and paint the house and water the plants and feed the hog and pay the bills and...
So
I’m watching DMT: the Spirit Molecule and it really makes me want to do it again. It was the most beautiful experience of my life. Then my friend calls me saying he knows a guy that’s selling really good salvia. That would be cool. I wonder if he has DMT too.
Bye.
Woke up. Unexpected fever. Went home early. Slept for five hours. Still feel bad.
Tonight's Forecast:
partly cloudy with a high chance of a DBQ, heavy showers of Debussy and Chopin, and 0% chance of sleep.
euthanizeteenagers:
Echo & The Bunnymen...
In conversation with a friend, he told me he would never forgive someone he once loved for being a bad friend.
He wasn’t solely angry that the love was unrequited, he was most angry that she failed her duty as his friend.
Even during instances like that, the most important thing is being a friend.
I was going to go out tonight but I think I want to stay here and read and write and paint and love.
Anonymous asked: Dear you, you are a great gal! I'd love to take you out on your ideal date. Tell whoever has your heart is a lucky lucky man! Love and light.
A collection of chorales by J.S. Bach
Farewell I gladly bid thee;
My soul is ever in thy hand.
From heaven above to earth I come
Praise, ye sons of man.
Break forth, o beauteous heavenly light;
From ill do thou defend me.
O my soul, be glad and joyful;
Farewell I gladly bid thee.
I should write a book called People I Have Met and How They Have Proceeded to Disappoint Me.
Also, The Great Balloon Heist.
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Nothing says Valentine’s day like your dealer putting your bud in a box of chocolates.
Today I found someone’s phone on the ground and played detective to track them down and they gave me a dollar.
Then I found a jamba juice card on the ground and I thought it was the universe rewarding me for being a good Samaritan but it had no money on it.
“I didn’t grade your papers last night because I was too busy researching...”
– Mrs. Sheppard
Anonymous asked: Ideal date?
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I am terrified of being told that all the thousands of dollars spent on the years studying what I am passionate about was wasted because it is useless. I am looking for intellectual growth in all the wrong job markets.
Equivalent Exchange
Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost.
I want to feel like there’s something greater but sometimes it’s hard to do that when you’re feeling so tired and you’re sad all the time and you don’t want to really do anything but lay in bed with your cat and a Netflix account.
Nowhere But Up
up
but
We can go nowhere
from here.
Not again Ben! →
I’m HOOOOOOOOOOOME!
My sister is moving to Korea in the fall. There’s probably gonna be a huge fan delegation because they’re gonna think she’s Steven Tyler.
It’s already 11 and I’ve yet to begin packing. We leave at 0500. This will be awesome.
Things I need to do in the next few months:
-get a job
-finish online school
-get into better shape
-get back into writing/painting
-party harder
You shouldn’t ever turn away kindness.
wait
they don’t love you like I love you
January 2012
76 posts
“Deciding whether or not to trust a person is like deciding whether or not to...”
– Lemony Snicket (via submissions)
Dear _____,
I regret that I cannot give you all that you give me. Forgive me for my foolishness.
xo,
________
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I feel that if I do not get accepted into the top universities that I won’t be able to do anything with my life and I should probably kill myself.
No animal is as sick or barbaric as the human being.
Solution
I moved the exercise bike to my room. Now I can work out while I play Zelda.
Sometimes I feel guilty for over-eating and then I think of all the people that don’t have enough. It makes me very fortunate to be able to say that I have had too much to eat.
Then I feel worse.
It's that time of day
Someone somewhere is lighting up
Reasons I should end my life right now:
-this essay
-no more chunky peanut butter
I found a letter I meant to give to a friend for their birthday awhile back. I’m sorry dude, here you go.
[verbatim:]
Dear (you),
Today is your birthday! You are another year older and another year taller than you were yesterday. Today you are technically a man: you can make big man-decisions, like purchasing tobacco products or pornography (you can masturbate until your lungs turn...
Anonymous asked: What's weird about people thinking you're beautiful?
Anonymous asked: You're such an awesome girl full of beauty
